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11:11
02:37
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i walked around for hours last night
not even sure where i was
just happy the thought of you wasn't on my mind
then i got a text saying you miss your best friend
and i couldn't even pretend that i've moved on
11:11 came and went
i can't believe how many wishes i have spent on you
but i'm getting better at not letting your drunk texts ruin my night
every time i go out i pray to god you don't end up on my mind
and to my surprise
i think that i might actually be making some progress
i think that i might actually be able to move on
why can't i move on?
but for now i've gotta keep figuring some things out
with you not around
like how often we should talk if at all
it's your call
because you don't seem too hurt by all of this
meanwhile all my friends know how beaten up i am over it
hope i can move it
why can't i move on?
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2. |
couch
02:51
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i haven't cried recently
but i've still been decently upset
you know i fall in love too easily
and reasonably i shouldn't feel this way
leaned over the couch to kiss your forehead
you leaned back and kissed my mouth
i smiled as you bit my lip
we were alone in the basement of my house
we kissed in the elevator
we kissed in your car
i guess i'm not the only one you kiss
but for me you are
run your hands through my hair
as i stroke your arm
in your bed just lying there
as a party was going on
i wish i thought this might work out
i wish that i was that naive
but you know a lot of shit can change
when you go away for a week
leaned over the couch to kiss your forehead
you leaned back and kiss my mouth
i smiled as you bit my lip
we were alone in the basement of my house
i always like these girls
more than they like me
and that leads to me getting hurt
said i wouldn't like this girl
more than she likes me
but that didn't really work out in my favor
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3. |
song for friends
04:36
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sometimes when i lay in bed
i draft up eulogies for my friends
and i begin to cry at the thought of their deaths
and i think i have been too distant recently
spending not enough time with all the people
that really matter to me
and lindsay's afraid of virginia woolf
swallowing her sanity just to stay afloat
and ben and i just wanna be loved
romanticizing at 3 a.m. how nice it would be
to have someone
i look at you how you look at him
how i wish you looked at me
i look at you how you look at him
it's killing me
so i'll just keep pulling my hair out with my hands
i'd rather just say i'm high than explain why my eyes are red
and lindsay's afraid of virginia woolf
swallowing her sanity just to stay afloat
and ben and i just wanna be loved
romanticizing at 3 a.m. how nice it would be
to have someone
me and all my friends just wanna be loved
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4. |
we're ok
00:48
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he waits till he is drunk to tell her that he loves her
he'll never be enough for anybody like her
and i feel anxious and alone as I'm sitting on my phone in my room
and i don't really know if i ever really liked her
if it was the idea of love that made me like her
and he feels anxious and alone as he's waiting by his phone for her reply
staring at the sky and i'm hoping it'll rain
i had too much to drink and woke up to the same pain
and i called you crying on the telephone
i didn't stop until you said that we're ok
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